'I' killed 'Me'

'I' and 'Me' were best of friends
Walking together till the world ends
No possibility of being apart
They thought they were two drawings in an art...

They were willing to stay together till the very end
Wanting to say "I die for you my friend"
Such was the great story
'I' and 'Me' shared a great chemistry...

But dark clouds clouded their merry path
Both of them facing God's wrath
They must have to separated from one another
Or perish is the rubble of their brother...

Time came to say goodbye
Their friends tried them to unify
But it was too late
For 'Me' to wait...

'I' approached 'Me' to bid adieu
"Goodbye my friend for I have to say 'adieu' "
Stabbed a knife in Me's heart
'I' killed 'Me' is story of my HEART!!!

Rice Husk Gasifier!!!

   From past few days I am posting only senti posts. From today I will be posting techhie stuff on my blog and I am damn excited about it.

   It all started when my brother came to bhopal to appear in Kishore Vaigyanik Protsahan Yojna(KVPY) Nov 2007, when he was in 11th standard. I also wanted to appear in KVPY and get the prestigious scholarship. So I decided to make a project.

   Rice Husk Gasification is not a new technology. In rural areas, rice husk is used as bio fuel. Total rice husk production in India equals to 20 million tonnes and I thought that if utilized properly, it can solve cooking and electricity problems of rice producing states. Heating value of rice husk is 15 MJ/kg which supports its application as energy source. So I basically concentrated on designing a gasifier which will be most suitable for Indian use.

   I started working on the project from Dec 2007 and was able to complete it by August 2008. I designed a new grating system for a gasifier. It has a fan mounted on a grate and some percentage of air enters below the grate. This is done to control inner atmosphere of the gasifier. Inner pressure of gasifier was made less than outside so that pumping of air is nullified. 

   All concepts used in designing this gasifier are taught to us in 12th standard or below. All I did was to apply kinetic theory of collision and use Law of Energy and Momentum to calculate all the specifications of gasifier like diameter of pipes, heat content of gas etc. I can not display the designs I had made because its under patent procedure and is in press for publishing (USA).

   I know that the info I gave is not sufficient for anybody to understand, but I can't give all the details because of my patent. SORRY!!! If I was able to evoke your interest in some research then I would consider my job done. If you feel to discuss more about this project with me, we can do it in person. Thank you for your patient reading of this post!!!

Void!!!

   I am sitting in Indore at my bua's house where I can be at myself. I am very happy to meet my GOOGLE (my elder cousin brother) who has just returned from Richmond, USA. I am forced to work for college project though I want to enjoy with everybody. Past few days had been killing on me and I had only downs and nobody to hold my hand. I am feeling too lonely and I even can't tell anybody about what I feel even to my loving sis.
   Though past week had been one of the worst days to my personal life, God has not been all cruel to me. I received a call of paper from 'International Conference on Advancement of Renewable Energy' on the topic of 'Climate Change'. I have got my first conference call though I have published two papers in reputed international journals and some are in review. I am not boasting about myself and I am not an egomaniac to write it in public and publish it on net. I just can not figure it out why it is happening to me. My aim here is too just mention about my life just being related to my inspiration STEVE JOBS.
   A college dropout established a company in his parents garage and sold computers in 1970's. I had a chance to view a video of his speech delivered at Stanford University. He talked about 'connection of dots' in that speech and also shared his life experiences. I was pretty impressed with that speech and wish to share something here which I felt today.
   I have always believed in omens and give a huge importance to them in my life. Jobs also said the same thing about his life. 1984 Macintosh had beautiful muti-spaced fonts with different size options, a idea of  Jobs himself, but he gave the credit to the calligraphy class he attended back when he was a college student.
   It didn't matter then, but if  he had not attended those classes back then, Macintosh may not be as cool as it  actually was. So if you try to connect the dots forward, it won't, but they seems so easy to connect backwards.
   I think my life is also going in the same way. Maybe a good career profile, a heart-break, a strong urge of entrepreneurship maybe some day lead to my well being. But as of now I am low and down but I certainly hope that this VOID will pass just as other time and I will be back in the business...
   Hope to see that time soon... signing off: Aaroh Kharaya.

LOVE lies in...

As she passed by me

I saw her beautiful eyes

Love is what I see in her

LOVE lies in her eyes...

When I thought of her elegant smile

My heart swelled as a juvenile

Love is what I think of her

LOVE lies in her smile...

Feeling the warmth of her touch

My soul fills with joy

Love is what I feel in her

LOVE lies in her soul....

I found love in every action of hers

I found love in whatever she does

She is the one whom I love

LOVE lies everywhere in her...

The G and K of my life...

There are times when you feel left alone. No one is there to support you and hug you. You feel as if the whole universe is biased against you and you are fighting it single handedly. But then somebody or someBUDDIES come to help and support you and to instill confidence in you. I am lucky that I have two of this kind.

Day one of my college starts with nothing short of 'THREE IDIOTS'. By now I have faced ragging, attended some classes and labs. But there is something about two IDIOTS living in a corner room of Faculty Guest House who whole heartedly supporting me (because I was new to college). Moreover, they are also lending any possible help that I may require to make up the things I have left (I came in college through final counselling in September). I have no identity in this college, no friends, no jaan pehchan and I am a batch out also. Then also these guys are supporting me through thick and thin of my college life.

One of the idiots is called 'Gautham' and other is called 'Kaustav'. They are the most important part of my life. As the years role by, your friendship is put to test many a times, but at the end this bond only becomes stronger. We study together, play together and do many things which I can't mention in the blog (intelligent people will understand :P :P). We three are evenly placed in matter of pointers and gals. So is it what they call true friendship and bhaigiri.

As I move one in this wonderful journey, life may present many challenges to me and I will exactly know who should I turn to for help. I am honored to be an THIRD IDIOT of this wonderful ecstasy.

Modest Beginning...

I do not have an idea of what to write... I think its better to start with a story*....

The boy's name was Aaroh. I was never so happy to be able to do what I wanted. I felt as if I would conquer the world. I even thought of celebrating it. I was finally going to one of the finest engineering colleges of the country. They call it MANIT but for me it is always NITB. And here I was, in a sprawling campus of more than 650 acres with lot of activity going on. As I entered the college, the main gate stood long and tall only to increase my faith in what I wanted to do. All the pain of over in just a second.

They say that you should always light path for other. Then why they themselves follow others. At school, I was never a topper. Most of the teachers were not so happy with me. I never had many friend, but those I had were too good to leave me. I have never scored more than 85% in my school. But all opined that I am I very intelligent guy. The difference lied in opinion. When all were preparing for 10th board exam I was studying for IIT. At school he was not liked by most of the people. I was considered as a fool as not to run behind the OBVIOUS gold.

But I wanted to look beyond the obvious. I wanted to try to go to unexplored heights. I aimed for unimaginable. I want to try, I wanted to succeed, I wanted something different for me. So I decided that I won't be a part of this rat race but will follow my heart, wherever it may lead to. And so here I was, at the place I want to be in, in a branch I dream of, a destiny I was made for!!!